Saturday, July 15, 2006
i duno wad 2 say..since e day i meet him,i gt e feeling le..bt waited 4 so lng le..since there izzit any ans, y hurt both us so deeply?so i started e 1 move..bt e ans is nt i wan..bt thn again u gif me hope destory it..so again i started e 2nd move..is 2 4get u..since there izzit any thing we cn start of we remain as frenx..bt nw..i didnt haf e strenght 2 carry on..u all me courage and strenght 2 carry on..no matter hw hard it is i try my best..bt whn it disappear..everything is gne..jux lyk u encourage me 2 study well..so i try my best 2 study well..bt nw??i ask myself..cn i realli do all those thing by myself??i hate e feeling..bt i realli duno wad 2 do..i rather nv meet u so i wnt noe hurt is so much pain..i rather i didnt love u so both of us wnt get hurt..bt i aso happy 2 noe u cuz u brin in laughter and smile to my life..i aso happy 2 love u..cuz u let me noe love u is a happy thing..no matter wad it is still so happy..bt wad cn i do??u bring me smile aso brin me hurt..shld i let u leave my life or carry on being me smile n hurt??i didnt noe wad 2 do..cuz nw we r lyk far apart nt lyk last time we msg each other n chat bout lot of thing..our relationship seen 2 be far apart..i realli duno wad will happen if u realli leave me alone..4eva..i hurt n sad..i didnt noe wad 2 do..save me!!
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