Thursday, July 13, 2006
e feelin 4 him had slowly faded away..lyk no feeling or mayb slowly slowly gne le ba..waited 4 so lng..shld haf gne le..lol..bt i tink no matter wad his name will alway b in my heart..hmm.nw i duno wad to do..i m in e darkness..toward me there r 3 exit..1 is e darkness exit,another exit has a thin light and e last exit is filled all wif light..i ask myself shld i stay at e 1st exit?bt it take time 2 4get him and mayb i will get hurt..e 2nd exit haf a little bit of hope 4 me to survive and i will nt get hurt..nw e last exit..i ask myself..has i eva want to go in?it may filled wif happiness and light bt do i realli lyk e exit?e ans is no..i went back between e 1st n 2nd exit..shld i stay in e darkness or go 2 e 2nd exit?i m confused i didnt noe wad 2 do..bt e feelin in 1st exit seen 2 b faded slowly..i didnt noe wad 2 do..i m confused..cn any1 hlp me..
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